Personal Projects

I’m so confused.

I’m changing my ways and I want to stand out like my friends do but now I was just talking to my friend and she wants to make an album of songs………that’s one of the things I wanted to do. Of course I’m not going to do it but its just frustrating because I really don’t tell what I do personally and when some one says I like to sing, I say I like to do that to. I makes  me feel like I’m copying people which i’m not. I sing, I write songs and stories, I’m an artist, I like to make films, and I want to act. But then my friends show their talents, the same as mine but not as many as mine, and everyone loves them.

Is it jealous? Yes, it probably is because I’m known for being short and that’s it! When my friends joke with me, they make fun of my shortness when really I’m proper height for my age. I also am known for not looking people in the eyes while talking. So yes it probably is jealous that’s speaking right now because if I do start showing them they’ll think I’m copying.

Personal Projects I Want to Do:

• Producing and directing a movie 
• Producing and directing a music video
• Writing a book 
• Composing a song  
• Writing a script
• Drawing a mural

That’s all I want to do…….should I feel or be punished this way because of what I love to do.